here comes 2010!

ahh.....here comes 2010 already...
so fast!! @@

seems like ytd my parents made the move to shift house....
seems like ytd that my sister was born...
seems like ytd that i was d innocent n naive high school girl...
seems like ytd i got everything in my life...
seems like ytd tat i passed my music exams...
n seems like ytd i was the strong willed person to have strong likes and dislikes...
what happen to the me?
i guess people change,u change(whoever who is readin it now),i change,we change...
jz like michael jackson's Black or white that my lecturer put on class reviews...
i put all the past behind me...
i crave for lil things unconcerned with my life...
i start to delve into my religion and i start to practise detachment...
am i doing the right thing?
i guess i am...

why am i like this?
being hurt in a few relationships really killed my life during my senior high school years....
it killed me when i first stepped into my first college too...
and nearly did when i had an immune to myself for quitting my music degree...
writing has been my pasttime...
maybe it will stop here as this will be my last post...
i dun wish to hurt anyone with my anonymus posts of writing...
so be it...
the nxt time u guys find me is thru face...
i'm closing this down with this last post...
i wanna wish everyone who hurt me,loved me, hated me,
a very happy new year 2010...
i forgive your sins...
but i dun hope u forgive mine...
because i dun think god can forgive mine as well..
well,i m jz a human...
i wish to end everything with a sorry...
i'm sorry to those who i hurt who met me in this life...
especially my parents n my family...
god bless you all...
happy new year 2010.





AsHLeY